1.3 忘记之前不好的经历，过去的种种都如烟消散，那些伤过我的人也该从脑海中消失了～新的一年，go go go！

1.29 今天被逼着相亲了，爸爸和姑姑推我去送他们，感觉被弄得很廉价……老妈还说我没主见……呵呵，左右为难(*'へ'*)

1.30 回家第二天，爸妈从谈恋爱到学习到减肥，反正从头到尾没说我一句好话，感觉心态真的在不断失衡……很抱歉，没有长成你们要的样子，很抱歉，我已经开始厌烦了。

1.31 Parents told me to lose weight again and again.I hate it! It seems that if I am not a beauty I cannot have my own satisfied life……what can I say……

3.8 I am sad. Mother always asks me whether i can get good grade and whether i lose my weight. Actually, I hate it! It may nake me choose to leave home. The home is not a suitable place for me any more.