First of all, my English is very bad. Just trying to blow off steam here. They say a man grows up when he's been through a lot, But I feel like I'm going crazy. I want to express my feelings, And then swallowed again and again，In fact, I do not like playing games, but too lonely. Nobody understands me, nobody cares about me, Or someone else's concern is a harsh irony to me. There's only a few years left. I want to make money quickly and do what I really want to do.