这是我那段时间写的日记:
He likes light blue. Everything of his is blue: shorts, shirt, sunglasses, as well as his eyes.
He likes Rubik’s Cubes. He likes taking pictures of everyone he met, everything he experienced, and he also likes taking selfies.
The first day I met him(12th, Oct., 2018), he kept staring at me and sometimes blinking at me in a horrible parody of flirtation. He’s as cute as a pet and I couldn’t take my eyes off him. A look in his eyes, a touch in my mind. I was at a loss for words, just one glance at him is more than enough. Who could let me know that this is real? He said,“just be happy and that’s the most important.” And I wanna say,“I’m happy here, and I’ll be happy always.”
“Did you get home ok?” “Yes.” They passed me by, all of those great romances. But I knew at that moment, I could be heartless and strong enough to forget. I didn’t expect that he would message me after he traveled to Hangzhou(14th, Oct., 2018). ‘Cos he wanted to meet me again, or maybe he’s just feeling lonely…but anyway I said yes without hesitation. Same metro station, same exit 2, he stood there leaning against a lamppost, as pretty as a picture, waiting for me. How I wish time could stop at the moment we saw each other again…
We explored a local park, and then went to the Tianzifang, East Nanjing Road, and the Bund at night, ate kebabs and ice cream, took nice pictures. I never had ice cream that tasted so sweet, and I had never been so afraid of time passing by, night being over, and only memories left, cos he is my sunlight. At last, a hug goodbye. It was a hard parting, though it was not for long.
I’ve always been wondering how heartless a boy could be. How could he be as cold as the winter wind? I feel hurt when he didn’t write to me the next day. My heart is crying, wishing I was somewhere else instead, sorry for myself, feeling stupid, feeling small, thinking of nothing but flying to him. (16th, Oct., 2018) 7.40pm, Weining Road station, he dressed a bit more normal than usual and he’s carrying a laptop bag, I recognized him the moment I saw him. My sunlight, how can I let you stay?
Can’t forget that movie night when we sat together, eating chips and watching a comedy- Absolutely Anything. For me, happiness is being with you, like now. Wish time could pass slowly. Then it came to the conversation I don’t want to talk about most. What will I do after he leaves? What’s my future plan? Hope he didn’t notice my voice was choked with sobs. He wanted to give me his Swiss phone number and email address, and said he won’t change his phone number, just like he won’t change his name. He thought maybe one day when I’m in Europe, I can find him if I have his number.
(17th, Oct., 2018) I rushed to West Yan’an Road after I finished my work, can’t wait to see him. The door opened, he’s standing in front of me in his sportswear.
We went to the Zhongshan Park Station to have dinner together. We ate a lot of things: rice, eggs, soup, shrimp, crab, chicken, and fish. The way he used chopsticks really made me laugh, and I’ve never met a person who hates vegetables so badly- he didn’t eat them at all. We chatted happily and enjoyed each other’s company. We walked back hand in hand along the railway. Thanks for having me with you at the moment.
Hope to see him again on Saturday…for the last time.
He wants to meet me tonight! (18th, Oct., 2018) I was so happy that I can eat that tasty plum at last and so lucky to be given another chance to see him.
(19th, Oct., 2018) Time seemed to pass more quickly this week than before. And this Friday didn't even brighten up my mood with the weekend coming. But for him, every day I will dream the most beautiful apart. I can still smile as long as I see him standing by my side.
(20th, Oct., 2018) Aquarium
There is someplace that you once go and would not like to leave and some one that you would only meet once in your whole life.