If you can't understand this language, what's the meaning of it?

Then I know I can put something I would never tell you before I die in this language at here.

I know your world not because of you, but in favor of another one, my original sword - Kashiyuu Kiyomizu.

I felt I like him. This kind of feeling went away in 5 months. Then I forgot him. I don't like a boy who is similar as myself- seeking for love.

I, am not the one who can give him love. I need love. I need someone to save me, or I will die. Leave this world.

I hope my heart won't change forever.

I love you, my lady. And good night.

姑娘你是不是走错吧了……不是应该去清光那吗

The manager of this blog told me I should put it on another place. Maybe she's right to some degree. I should not cover up anything before your eyes. I must catch you from the battle field and tell you who was the beloved one when I was a newman in your world. But things will be weird if you know your old comrade-in-arms has stepped on the same edge of the marriage with me, but failed.

Put your long hair as the cover, I may die peacefully. You will say no. You will say no. You just bend over and touch my head, murmured "low fever" and go to find a thermometer.

It's time to change my old head portrait.