沉醉于坎特雷拉，无法自拔。

它的来源则是一个远古的史实。

你不会有手段从生锈的铁链中逃脱。

就这样循环听到明年也不会厌。

不祥总是伴随着人类，尽管小心翼翼，可一不小心却还是受伤、甚是失去生命。

我不断追求男性的生活，却忘了作为女性的我，以前的生活是什么样

原来我没有羡慕之心。

那就决定明年去往湖南吧。

不要再有梦，我是这样想的，全都是不好的梦。

你是每个人心中的纵火犯，点燃他们炽热的心，却又到最后熄灭它们。

Wow
永沒法子愛你
你或會同情我
極度迷惑了
而能力上永遠付不起
Wow
永遠沒法給你
你渴望那份完美
越是迷住我
豪華名貴
越是發現愛不起
（來自王杰-愛不起）

2019年9月24日已要结束，贴吧，好梦。

但是呢，今天开始，大脑的左半部分时不时传来一丝疼痛，应该没什么大碍。

和同事前往目的地去给学生们推荐商品活动，却在到达后下起了小雨，无奈返程。

Shark Bo diary (1)
Every day is spent like this, in addition to work is to work, back home always listening to music kill time, everyone's life and habits are different.

本以为结束了，然而今天又开始出现这种状况。

Shark Bo diary (2)
Happy birthday, my father. I have listened to your teachings, but when I was young, they always went in one ear and out the other. Please forgive me for this kind of behavior.

Shark Bo diary (3)
No one is happy all the time. There are many kinds of happiness, I can not tell. "I don't get that," my friend said a few days ago. "Lin and I are pretty much the same. But there's nothing I can do about it. In the past, I was able to take my interest in games to the extreme. Now, I can play a game and it doesn't last long.

因为对坎特雷拉太着迷，所以特地去补了漫画和pv。歌词中“就算是你熟知的毒药，也要饮尽才能发觉”对应的是妹妹的家中名为“坎特雷拉”的毒药是由女性传承，而因为喜爱哥哥，所以将毒药给予他，杀死一切想要暗杀他的人。

但是在pv中，剧情也有所改动，我看到的整个过程，兄妹一起长大，哥哥对妹妹产生了爱慕之心，所以有一幕是哥哥独自坐在房间内的椅子上，手里拿着“坎特雷拉”，嘴角上扬。下一幕是邀请自己的妹妹共同喝酒，虽然妹妹确实喝了并倒了，但好像是有一个设定就是妹妹对毒药免疫，所以在最后，妹妹躺在床上，而哥哥坐在旁边，回忆的产生让哥哥流下了眼泪，而此时妹妹睁开眼睛，“抓到你了”......

我的家人一再提醒我，早晨一定要吃早饭，不然会得病。我不以为然，相信这种事不会发生，现在也是如此。

想对自己写的一段话作出重置。（内容虚构）
说到这里，秦摇了摇头，起身准备离开。我拉了拉她的衣角，眼中的神情却被她发觉，俯下身来，“即便如此，你也选择了忍耐，那为什么还要哭？”我向上望去一眼，又低下了头“这不干你的事吧？别多管。”听到这里，她叹了口气，迈出步伐。“你...可不可以不要走”我的声音小的差点连她也听不见，转身过来，“旭什么时候才能变得更加坦率呢？”我紧紧的抱住了她。

本想一直保留的寄物快递单，却在搬家中遗失。

Shark Bo diary（4）
I do have a connection with ho, so I can kind of understand how he feels when he says something. He had bad experiences, and I didn't want to think about the bad ones I had. Once you think about it, you feel that you are really too stupid. When you are young, you are often the most ignorant. Even though you begin to understand a lot of truth, you still don't want to think about what happened in your family. Some people may not be strong, strangers to the words of the blow, will be easily defeated. What you need to know is that you have to be strong enough to never get confused just because of someone else's words. You have to stick to your principles.

直到现在也觉得真姬和妮可是美好的一对，我很喜欢她们两个。

Shark Bo diary (5)
I would love to give up my current job, but if I think about it, if I can't keep it up, let alone have enough money to go somewhere else. Must set these goals to achieve, empty talk is useless, can not become only say but not to achieve the people. Escape from here, at least can be liberated, do not want to get married this idea is true, also do not want to be asked again have a boyfriend, I really do not want to answer half a sentence.

伞 差してるのに
頬が濡れるのは
どうにもできない
てもでもの涙
（来自AKB48-てもでもの涙）

Shark Bo diary (6)
I do sometimes dislike answering other people's words and get bored. But also found a problem, I do not like to stay in the night without family, National Day no vacation, but my family will go back to their hometown to reunite with relatives on National Day. So I went home after work and put everything in order to sleep.

企图放大悲咒来缓解自己偶尔会出现的恶想法。